The First Day of Big "K"

You would think that after having almost six years to prepare for today I would be ready, but my heart was far from it. However, Brayden woke up so excited for his first day of Kindergarten! He even woke his brother up to say "Hurry Bryson, we are going to be late" : ). They started Kindergarten at 9:00 today so that all the parents of the Kindergarteners would be less frazzled. I was thankful because Bryson needed to be at his school by 8:30, so it worked out perfect. While we were dropping Bryson off, Brayden had a chance to see his teacher from last year, Mrs. Nicole. He was so excited to tell her about his new school he was attending today. She gave him a big hug and prayed with him. We will definitely miss her! Brayden wanted to call Nana on his way to school, she seemed excited to hear from him ; ). When we arrived in the parking lot of Jim Stone, it really started to hit me. I can't believe my baby boy is a Kindergartener. We saw Brayden's best friend, Audrey, and had to get a pic. They aren't in the same class, but I know they will have fun at recess. Brayden wanted to hold my hand when we walked in the school, needless to say this made my heart happy. When we got to Brayden's room, Mrs. Philpot greeted Brayden with open arms. He was excited to hang up his Iron Man backpack, find his seat and start coloring. I'm amazed at how quickly Brayden makes friends, he's such an outgoing little guy. After watching him color for about five minutes, Mrs. Philpot turned on the television for morning announcements and the pledge of allegiance. There was a lady that came in the room and informed all the parents that the PTO was hosting a "Boohoo Breakfast" down the hall and it was time to go. What?!!! So Soon?!! My heart sank and I could feel the tears starting to fill my eyes. I was walking out and was waving bye when Brayden motioned me to come where he was. He gave me a kiss, and yes.....the tears fell. I told him to have a wonderful first day and I would see him very soon. When I walked out of the class I felt overjoyed with pride and heavy with saddness all in one. The Boohoo Breakfast was such a great idea. Even if we couldn't be in the same room with our "babies" atleast we were just right down the hall a little while longer. It was mostly quiet in the room. It was hard for me not to notice all the couples. The Dad's consoling the Mom's and how they made it a point to be there together for such a special occasion. One of the thoughts going through my head as I set there surrounded by other parents was that I hope Jimmy's heart was filled with grief today for missing such a big event in Brayden's life over nothing but foolishness. Then I said a prayer for Brayden and Bryson that they do not let the fact that their Dad isn't man enough to be there for them make them feel the least bit sad or unwanted. I also prayed that my sweet boys have a wonderful first day of school and that I would have peace knowing that my babies are well taking care of.